vERy MoM3Ntz

2009-07-10T00:33:00.003+08:00

you can love someone with all your heart for all the right reasons and in a moment they can choose to walk away.

and i ask myself... why did we keep hurting each other?

if you have just one wish, would it be about me?

2009-07-07T00:19:00.002+08:00

Happy 2 Anniversary Baby...

i always know your love & care for me although our arguement is always more then anythings else. Thanks for being by my side whenever i need you to.. lovin' you always~

2009-07-03T02:00:00.001+08:00

is it coming to an end...?

i don't know..

2009-07-02T00:59:00.004+08:00

God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go

kinda of addicted to reading nowadays.
been burying myself into Stephenie Meyer "Twilight Series" .. currently still on the first book- Twilight.
i'm so happy when i saw the poster of the movie "The Twilight Saga-Newmoon" at shaw yesterday, coming soon on the end of this year..

如果有一天，我就这样不见了。。。消失了。。。你会想我吗。。。会不会后悔，你曾经没好好地珍惜我。。。

It's been a long long time

2009-07-01T02:22:00.007+08:00

it's been long enought to update...

thailand trip last month with boy.. total damage near 1k~ pic to be updated soon.. taken 800 over crazy photo, still lazy to sort out yet...

yes i really get inked.. but not on my desired spot~

and i'll remoduling my POA next week.. another 3 months of hell~

i finally got my own home sweet home...

"Champion Court" @ Woodlands'

It's under BTO(build to order)..completing date is End of 2013

i want a tattoo!!!

2009-05-28T00:17:00.004+08:00

i've a very strong urge to ink myself..

a milky way star like Rihanna..

i doubt anyone could stop me from getting what i really want~ am i right dear?

i wish...

2009-05-22T23:26:00.003+08:00

sometimes I wish you can understand...
sometimes I wish you care more...
sometimes I wish you can confide in me...
sometimes I wish you can love more...
sometimes I wish you can...
But.. even though I wish and U know, things are still the same...
:::Most important is, do you know what I mean & what I want? :::

2009-05-19T15:34:00.004+08:00

我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!我不开心!

为什么你要弄到我那么不开心？

有些话不说出来是为了不想为此而吵，你明不明白？

2009-05-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

两年前的他和我说“如果我的离开能够换取你的辛福我愿意放弃只要你心里明白我是真心爱过你”。现是普通朋友的他，还是对我说同样的话。这样的一个好男人却让我狠狠的伤得很深却能那样好好的祝福我。。可是你的祝福好像没有效。我不但没有觉得幸福，还对爱情有所排徊。。每段爱情对我来说，好像都有个有效期。。一但要到期时，爱情已变成感情。。一种习惯形的感情，就好像家人那种~没有他的存在，好不自在。是不是每段爱情都是这样的？
爱拥有讲不出的复杂和矛盾!!

2009-05-06T16:52:00.002+08:00

最近和一位我两年前很在乎的人在网上说心事。他说我从来都不懂什么是爱，和他
在一起是这样，现在也是。我决得他说的一点也没错。见过鬼有谁不怕黑，我想是
我不想了解也不想懂得什么是爱。对我来说有人爱着我，陪着我就够了。。
再婚不是没想过，只是决得没这个必要了~我就像一只小鸟，会随着天气一直往我
要的方向飞去。。不会死死停留在一个地方~

我想我永远都不知道什么叫做知足长乐~

2009-05-01T16:16:00.001+08:00

Appeal FAILED! remodule in july...
they are such a commercial concern school...
waste my 50buck.. darm it*

好矛盾。。有很多事不是那么容易控制的～

2009-04-29T01:11:00.003+08:00

最近有很多的感想。。。很想。。很想把它写下来。。。可是手到键盘时，却不知从哪写起。。。
我一直都和我身边的朋友说。。每一个人应该好好地爱一场，你才知道你到底要的是什么，不要因为旁人的眼光，自己的心理障碍而让缘分与你擦肩而过，我想这是最可悲的吧，可试问当今有多少人可以抛开世俗的眼光，轰轰烈烈地去爱一场呢？许多时候人就是因为不敢去爱，而让爱情悄悄在你身边溜走。
我也和一位朋友说过，如果真的喜欢就放胆追求，千万不要让你的人生有所遗憾。当然。。也许你会失败，也许从此再也没有朋友做，再也许，你也会说，一个拍掌打不响。。。但最起码，你有试着争取过，努力过，对得起自己，在以后的人生里，回想起来，那可能会是一个会心一笑的心情也说不定。。。

Wonder baby

2009-04-18T01:27:00.001+08:00

omg! this little 4 years old was so cute... u'll love her~

2009-04-18T01:07:00.003+08:00

money is indeed the roots to all mean...
sometimes i wish i was born in some little kampong of a poorer country...
although they don't have the luxury,the technology of what we had...
but they don't need to worry about lotsa of money concern issue...
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why am i born in singapore..?
how good would it be now if i was born at dad's hometown back at malaysia...
DAD! would u choose to stay in singapore if you know how high the expense was 20 over years later..i bet u regretted~

$$$ Vs Kinships

2009-04-10T02:46:00.005+08:00

Caught "Shinjuku Incident" with bf on tuesday...
Kind of gross at some part..and woa, got hokkien vulgarities : "Kan ni lao bu", this word came out and everyone was goes "Woa~! Hahaha..
This movie... not bad ~ but why my Daniel Wu...argh~
I'll watch every movie that cast Daniel Wu... handsome mah~
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i FAIL my POA...accounting, accounting, accounting... somethings i hate since secondary!
not sad as i already predicted that i'll fail but kinda of sianz 1/2 as i need to retake the WHOLE MODULE as i failed too jialan liao... gonna appeal again with the idiotic school next week due to some reason regarding petition which i mentioned in earlier post ...
i won't ever recommand any of my friends to this school...
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grandma was alright now and was transferred to normal ward...
grandma fainted last week due to high blood pressure & a blood clot was found near her brain..
now, families discussing to place her in a nursing home where there's a experience nurse to take care of her...
i dun understand... money seems to be the root of every arguement!
The elder of the family should act like a mother to their sibling... but we have a selfish & money face elder relative that only see $$$$ rather then kinships...! Darm sickening~ gosh!
so dramatic...
it's okay! i believe whatever goes round came around...

4 couple 3 kids

2009-04-06T02:18:00.003+08:00

nice weekend last week actually started with a very bad day (weather)
i was travelling to sentosa from clementi 2 hrs before our meeting time, clementi rain stopped not long ago... but the nearer towards my destination, the rain seems to be heavier... when i reached vivo, it was raining cats & dogs & elephant... my mood suddenly sianz 1/2~ luckily it stopped when we reach sentosa... Picnic @ Siloso Beach~

Gals & kids enjoying their foods while.... the guys are building sands castle... they seems to be more excited then the 3 kids

my beautiful girl...

the guys got their jump shot at the 1st take... while we fail even after numerous of take... all taken with candy forever on the ground~

the 3 kiddo...

this photo should be completed with this..
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taken by a lousy photographer(waste our effort of climbing up that rock) argh~

bf digged a deep deep hole and build a trap trying to trap others... everyone in our group know about this hole.. but guess who's the one trapping on it??
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CANDY!!!

the gals... lastly, group pic...

愛到底

2009-04-04T01:06:00.007+08:00

catch this movie yesterday with Vee at AMK hub.. "愛到底"
this movie is exclusivly for Cathay ciniplex and only available at AMK & Cinileisure
"愛到底"四段有關愛情的故事，命中註定的、失而復得的，一段段都是生命裡最深刻的印記。以「多元化愛情故事」為主題，
各自以感性方法拍成各段不同風格的故事。

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“三聲有幸”
愛情，是難以割捨的依戀。
五年前，阿正﹝范逸臣飾﹞在醫院巧遇罹患絕症的阿路﹝莫子儀飾﹞，而阿路發現他們的聲音非常相似，因此時日不多的阿路懇求阿正，等他過世之後，每年忌日都假裝成自己打電話到家中，讓孤獨的母親不要有尋短的念頭。五年來，阿正一直遵守著這個約定。然而，正面臨重大手術的阿正，也在網路上錄下自己的聲音，希望能夠像阿路那麼幸運，找到跟自己的聲音很像的人，可以幫自己守護最愛的人﹝賴雅妍飾﹞

導演：九把刀
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“華山。24”
愛情與記憶一樣，是會遺失的，但也能尋回來。
MV導演﹝藍正龍飾﹞和心悠﹝劉心悠飾﹞本是一對，但年多前一場吵架後，二人從始沒有再見面。一次巧合，在華山藝文特區任解說員的心悠，成為了年輕歌手Lens﹝柯有綸飾﹞的MV女主角，而導演正是藍正龍...。再度重遇，心悠擺出一副不認識正龍的表情，並在鏡頭前後與 Lens 卿卿我我。心悠的態度，迫使正龍最終忍無可忍，拿出二人的合照，揭示二人昔日的情侶關係。此時，心悠突然滿面淚水，拔足狂跑...

導演：方文山
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"???"
縱然互相傷害，最愛的仍然是對方。
好高騖遠的替身演員﹝阮經天飾﹞與任職空姐的女友﹝曾愷玹飾﹞正在冷戰中，與其說他們相戀，不如說是一直相互傷害。有一次，經天正要出門去處理一個特技場面，兩人卻又再度吵架，經天更弄傷了右手。但他不顧一切拋下工作，發動摩托車飛奔向機場，希望能來得及跟她說一聲對不起，沿路狂奔飛馳著，他也終於肯承認她對他來說是一個等於全世界的女生。他奔向她，二人緊緊擁吻，然而一切都只是...

導演：陳奕先
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“第六號瀏海”
命中注定的愛情，還得配上巧合才能成事。
一個不醜也不正的女孩﹝周采詩飾﹞每天幻想墜入情網，終於有一天，命理師告知她將會遇到六個撥瀏海的男子，而第六個就是她的真命天子。她在每天必經之路真的連續碰到五個撥了瀏海的帥哥，雖然他們都很帥，但每一個都總帶有缺點或瑕疵，令人望而卻步。當五個瀏海男子過去後，她熱切期待的第六個終於出現了。滿心喜歡地以為覓得真命天子的她，卻錯過了生命中最重要的決定...

導演：黃子佼
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the first 3 stories are nice.. but the 4th one seems to be very lame~
I love the 3rd stories, but i forgotton what's the title is... this story seems to be a reflect of my real life.

因為愛到底,讓我又增加了一個故事,其實這麼多年來直至現在...我曾經失望難過,再發現自己想法改變,但也控制不了一股衝動不過我覺得可能是一種好奇心的理由!
<<世界最遙遠的一種相距中>>

辛苦的經營...等待...消失...煩惱...迷糊...清醒...愛~擁有講不出的複雜!!

Birthday,Paulaner & Movie

2009-04-02T12:00:00.001+08:00

Bf's birthday celebration turn totally upside down of what i originally planned...! Actual plan for that day was to meet him up after work, go for a movie treat follow by dinner at a Jap charcoal grill restaurant with a specially made cheesecake which i left it at the restaurant for surpise..but end up giving it to my friend as i'm too lazy to go back for it.. So, NO movie.. NO charcoal grill & surpise..

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We end up meeting Roy at Vivo city for Sushi Tei & Hazgen Das, follow by meeting chanel & his boss at their eunos office discussing my p/t project for the company.. and ended up going Paulaner with chanel & weili for his last minutes plan surpise celebration...

Went to a nearby Bakerzin for some mini cakes and surprise him with birthday song by the pub's singer...

Chanel & me love going Paulaner cause we simply love their beer so much~

(Paulaner, u need any beer promoter? keke..)

Baby, hope u enjoy this little birthday celebration!

Happy Birthday Mr Fool

2009-04-01T01:06:00.002+08:00

It's April Fool..and it's my Mr Fool birthday!

to my dearest baby...
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with love

原来你没想像中那么爱我

2009-03-26T00:31:00.005+08:00

is miscommunication our barrier?

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if u can choose between conflict & discussion,why choosen to start a conflict?
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u choosen to start a conflict, w/o giving me a chance to explain..
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if u can choose between words of sorry & attack, why choosen to attack each other?

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i choosen to attack,i don't know why..

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even if i'm really sorry now,it doesn't matter anymore because the pain will always be there...

a relationship is about 90% compromise and 10% love

it's a small world indeed...

2009-03-22T01:36:00.007+08:00

Updates for the past 2 weeks..

Last week

law & account final exam last week..law's question given by lecturer was darm good~ he's the best lecturer i even had...desprite his loudness & craziness~

but account was a f*ing lousy paper... i think the lecturer was insane, told us to study a certain topic but setted for another topic he didn't taught.(-_-') make the whole class darm tulan lor.. and we signed a petition against him to the school...

Whatever... juz wait and see! dunno can successfully grad anot~

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21/03/09(Sat)

Want for RWS interview ytd morning...

they called me 3 weeks ago for the position "Croupier".. the application i submitted last year~

saw quite a number of ICGTC graduates..

interviewer was very straight-forward in every question... being tested on the games calculation~ i somehow stack at the roulette ques but i was so impress of myself that i could said out blackjack payment so fast and right!keke~ but almost dumbfolded when he asked me the last question" Tell us why should we recruit you?" duhz...

but i think overall should be okay bah! as he said will refer me to my desire position "VIP Host" to the person-in-charge.

and guess what? the world is indeed very very small... one of the HR team of RWS is my ex-company HR manager.. so shocking to see her there.

The structure model of RWS...

It's huge! with 7 Hotel, a universal studio...blah,blah~ http://www.rwsentosa.com/

the circle one is where the casino will be located... the maxims tower!structure of the dual rollar coaster...

i seems to be more excited to tour & play in the upcoming universal studio...keke~

looking forward to next wed career briefing by MBS...

nites!

Sotong me~

2009-03-03T01:39:00.005+08:00

My Bloody Valentine(3D)

Caught this show wif bf at Vivo Gv last saturday..
This movie is truly phenomenal especially in 3D..the violence & the chase sequences are great !But bloody & killing is too yacky till i keep hiding uner my jacket.. however the whole movie is just superb.. Those people who like to watch this kind of movies must not miss it!

i'm super blur this morning...
10 min after i started work, i suddenly thotz that i've forgotton to turn off the fire for the fish i steam earlier on..so i rush back home, only to know i forgotton to take my house key along when i was already on board the bus. Dropped off at the first bus stop and walk back to my work place.
Cabbed home and relieased i've actually did OFF it...
*Stress*
exams coming in 2 weeks time... this semester i've totally have NO confident~
Hopefully a Pass.. so i can successfully graduate on May!

i'm cravin' for thai ice milk tea

2009-02-28T02:53:00.005+08:00

off day are boring since bf started work..
i've been lazing home till it's time for school..

POA lesson were so boring that i almost "Jabo" during break time every lesson. Assignment has yet to be done.. *waiting for ans to sent to me*
ytd me,chanel & bf jabo class again for a good massage at thomson road..
but i still prefer the one at JB..

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some outdated photo.. actually it's alot but i'm simply too lazy

chanel's baby bash @ chevrons...

look at the cupcakes.. nice ah~ my home-made b'day cupcakes!

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and yes... my thailand trip for this year is CONFIRM!!!

going bangkok on June for 6 days 5 nights wif bf, chanel & her bf...

i'm so excited...

i'm a happy lady...

things ain't the same anymore

2009-02-26T00:55:00.003+08:00

we seems to drift apart...
not becoz of no time with each other...
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it's the feeling

Things doesn't seems the same like before...

maybe i'm too emo..
or is it becoz of a really terrible nightmare yesterday~
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but the dream seems so real...

tired

2009-02-24T23:39:00.002+08:00

single parent ain't easy..

time
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understanding
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support

i just need a little more of these simple little thingy..

Baby..I'm Yours

2009-01-12T01:02:00.007+08:00

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it

I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted

I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back

before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test

and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention

I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,no more, it cannot wait

I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

open up your plans and damn you're free

look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing

We're just one big family

And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,no more, it cannot wait i'm sure

there's no need to complicate our time is short

this is our fate

I'm yours

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror

and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass

and so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason

to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons

it's what we aim to do

our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,no more it cannot wait

I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

open up your plans and damn you're free

look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't,

there's no need to complicate,

Cause our time is short

This, this, this is our fate,

I'm yours

my blog song(mine a remix)... heard this song at bf's sis wedding~

love it so much...such a sweet and nice song~

This is the original singer... Jason Mraz~handsome eh!

He still have alot of nice & worth listening love song...

I'm Yours

2009-01-10T01:50:00.007+08:00

Guess what...?

I chiong PASS all my semester 2 exams...
But i don't know why the module that i'm so confident in got the lowest grade... most surpise is the irritating QM module that i keep complaining in my previous post got a higher grade i expected.

At least i prove that i still can study de~keke...

Semester 3 just started...
Both modules is harder then before...
I seriously need some support & encouragment...

Things to be done fast:
1. Complete my house spring cleaning ASAP..it's a mess now!
2. Shop for new year clothes
3.Get my new bed frame
4.Change $2 notes for Angbao(I always forgot to do this every year)

got my eyelashes extension done... pretty satisfied for the result~
now my eyes are getting irritating... maybe still not used to it...

gotta turn in now.. woah~looking forward to tomorrow outlet postponed potluck & gift exchanging for year 2009...!

*my taggy board seems so quiet .... zZzzZz

It's 2009

2009-01-01T01:56:00.005+08:00

Goodbye 2008 ... Pls bring all unhappiness & disaster away with u
Welcome 2009... Wish you could bring everyone good fortune & peace for the world

Cheers everyone.. for a better 2009!

Hope everythings go smoothly for me this year...

3 simple little wish of mine for 2009

Get a good job with great pay in IR
Driving Licence(this had been delay for years)
More Holiday

Update!!

2008-12-31T00:30:00.015+08:00

It's December.. 2008 is ending real soon~ it's time to recall what i've done for the past year..
1. Graduated from ICGTC (I'm a Certified Casino Dealer!!)
2. Enrolled myself for a diploma courses(Graduating next year april)
3. Joined back old workplace temporary while waiting for IR

In fact, nothin great as you could see.. it's regarding either work or school~ i didn't fufil my thailand & redang trip wishes that i made last year... might be going to thailand next year March with Chanel...
2008 is a boring year for me... and a suay one~ expecially december... can you imagine i was being trash by a christmas tree & a 5 kg box and fell down twice in total in this month. i must have kena spell from some1, if not y am i kicking on dirt always~duhz
Hopefully 2009 will be a better one~ a new beginning, a new career..
my successful smell so near yet so far...

Bf keep asking me to update my blog..
Now then i knew that you do surf blog too~

dunno y u always scold me when i look at others ppl blog..

i have lotz of things to blog.. but im too lazy~ seems to lose interest in blogging nowadays.
some outdated picture of Genting trip with family & my girl's school concert video..

Genting trip with my mum's side family.. this time round, our kids are all grown up so they really enjoy themself at the themepark... as the last time we went, they were all like 1 to 2 years old only~
The older generation enjoy themselves feeding the casino with chips.. while us, bringing kids to play around at the themepark...it's really tiring handling 4 little imps~

Presenting our 4 little Princesses..aren't they cute & beautiful?

Click to enlarge picture

We finally have sometime to relex & enjoy ourselves at the fish spa..a therapy of skin exfoliation by hundreds of tiny, voraciously feeding fish. The feeling of being nibble by the fish... ITCH!!
But it's really a real deal... it only cost RM18 for 15min(actually is 10min, we bargain with the boss for more min). In S'pore, it cost $30 over ..

Click to enlarge picture

Video of girl's concert couldn't be update as files is too big.. i will try to minimize so stay tuned if you wanna watch kids dancing audition & kungfu dance..darm cute sia~
Oh yea... result of this semester exam is releasing tomorrow! My head is spinning ... hopefully will get a Credit ...
Lastly, Merry Belated Christmas to everyone!

2008-12-08T01:03:00.002+08:00

i finally got my IPhone 2 weeks ago~

another semester is ending soon... exam for another 3 modules next week~
i really have no confidence passing my QM.. school last min change a lecturer for the last 4 lesson coz more then half of the class complain about the precious lecturer.

Family trip to Genting this coming thursday... baobei finally got her cousins to play with her at the themepark.
well...after this relex weekend, i gotta burn midnight oil for my exam & work like hell for X'mas eve...

A customer of mine that work with Marina sands told me The Sands will be opening in 1 year time!Oh gosh..i totz only half more year to go...

I need some drinking therepy seriously~

Sorry for the lack of update~

2008-11-19T22:58:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates.I've been lazy ever since hooking on to the ever famous hk drama"
家好月圆". Drama marathon almost every night till 4am.. dvd is such a pain, u will keep on watching it episode by episode w/o knowing how fast times fly... Long long drama~ after 1 week, i'm still at the 3rd of the 5 disc...

well~Had a relax & enjoyable trip to a kelong at JB last last weekend...
Picture will said it all~

i can't imagine getting myself drank at a kelong...(-_-) might be those beautiful scenaries & sea breeze that make me felt darm relax...
Kelong life is simple but yet a content & happy one~

back to my drama marathon...nitez~

完美可以很简单

2008-11-05T00:40:00.003+08:00

strange feelin... my 22 years of life seems to have nothing really complete
everything seems to fall out of place always..

完美可以很简单，但对我来说。。太遥远了~

i ask because i care..

I'm sick..

2008-10-24T00:15:00.004+08:00

I'm overloaded... with stress from work & school!

Thursday is a day that i hate so much( just for this semester )
i juz can't get to the straight point of that module. It's been the 3rd lesson, i'm still struggling hard... and i must! I don't have much time to deferred my course,heard IR is hiring real soon... i've already send the online application for the management post. Newspaper also reported that Marina Sands is rushing to opening asap...~

Anybody out there an expert in Quantitiative Methods ??
i think i'll need to spend 50bucks to buy that "Thick-like-yellowpages phonebook" textbook le~

oh dear, i'm feeling sooOo and ....
gonna have my beauty sleep...
nitez~

Baby,will you...?

2008-10-17T02:02:00.006+08:00

Will you hold my hands forever...?

Till somedays where we sat on a beautiful beach

reminiscing our young & happy memories..

Such a day will come to us..right?

We have to remind each other from time to time.

We will also have to create alot of beautiful memories.

We will always share problems will each other.

We will be there when one need.

We will also love each other forever.

No matter how hard the going gets,

we mustn't do anything childish.

We must live happily ever after...

We must have a perfect happy ending...

Baby, i love you...

i shouldn't be so sensitive~

i should've believe in you...

i'm sorry ~

*jealousy kills*

I have a dream...

2008-10-16T23:43:00.006+08:00

Gotta do some updates..i kinda of lazy to update my blog that often le~

Lesson 2 for my "Quantitative Method" module today... at the beginning of the lesson, i was already lost in some walala land~

so many maths formula... calculation... which is wat i hate the most! bf even told me.. is easy for u to calculate the possiblity of u failing ur exam~ -_-

i'm going crazy...every tuesday, for sure!

was looking for a lighter... leave mine at workplace~

searching high & low but couldn't found even a box of matcher dat my mum always used to light the joss-stick..

guess wat i use in the end...

my dad's collection display HUGE lighter...

drama marathonin tonight... gonna finish my korean drama by tonight coz my Mobtv is expiring tml~...

nitez everyone~

2008-10-11T01:01:00.006+08:00

I've pretty fun gathering last wed with my ICG besties...

Welcoming back Sumen & Jace...~

Gathering at amk coffee shop.. budget chilling~ When the 6s gets togather, beer & cig is a must! We bottled up almost 14 bottles that night...

I'm really glad getting to knew them through ICG & better good frenz .. unlike my present school, all are like so anti-social...those hang themself high for sale"OL", act high class bimbo.. juz can't stand it! Luckily i have my baby & darlin chanel with me..

This is taken last month during Mum's bday celebration at toa payoh ktv...

and oh yea... i pass all my first semester 3 modules!!! Getting a "Credit" for all 3..which mean 60-69% only ba~ not so bad, at least higher den what i expected! I only expected a "Pass" which mean 50-59%... sOoo happy! 2 more semester to go... ~

Chiling out at Paulaner with darlin Chanel after school ytd... we were so lucky as it was the "Oktoberfest" this month.. we met a group of band from germany, their song & dancing were fab! waiting for chanel to sent me photos taken there~.....

Mamma Mia

2008-10-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

Superb movie! This gonna be the best movie i've seen this year... simply loves Abba music~ make me remind of my primary school times, when i was in the school military band.. our school won the sliver medal in a competition playing the song "Dancing Queen". I've been instrumental talant since young... till i stopped during secondary school.Counting... i could play up to 8 instuments like flute, french horn, saxolphone,bass drum..etc~ Since primary school, i've been dreaming of becoming a professional flutist... but eventually, it's still a dream that never come true~

Movie Plots: Mamma Mia

Meryl Streep leads an all-star cast as an independent, single mother who owns a small hotel on an idyllic Greek island. Donna (Streep) is about to let go of Sophie (Amanda Seyfried), the daughter she's raised alone. On a quest to find her father to walk her down the aisle, Sophie brings back three men from Donna's past to the Mediterranean paradise they visited 20 years earlier. Based on the smash hit musical seen by over 30 million people worldwide with a gross to date of US$2 billion. It is set to songs by popular '70s group ABBA.

Time really flies.. jace & sumen are back from SC... i somehow regretted not joining starcruise that time! If not i would be struggling like hell @ SMa & work..

Started my new module on POM today.. the lecturer was the lamest one that i've even seen!

The way he lecture was quite funny..but who knows, i learn my lesson not to judge a lecturer at his/her first lesson...hope this lecturer will be a better one as compared to my POE bloody hell vomit blood lecturer. I gonna be busy with my new modules for the next 2 months..exam, assignment...lotsa shit~

Ohh...it's the 7th yesterday~

Happy 15th Monthsary Baby..

love u always~

New skin

2008-10-03T00:11:00.001+08:00

New skin...!
didn't update for almost a week.. lotsa of photo to be uploaded~
stay tune..

S'pore Superhero

2008-09-23T00:04:00.003+08:00

This is the name of a boy from Singapore…
It is not a joke… it is his real name…
I guess it means he's called Batman, the son of Superman… (mum=wonderwoman??)
It is hilarious…

天。。使我爱你

2008-09-22T03:57:00.005+08:00

除了想当你守护天使，我还想用我的一生来陪着你。
最重要的是我会一直守护你,照顾你。
不管在哪里，我就只离你一个转身得距离。
你只要一回头，就可以看到我。。

2008-09-17T02:21:00.003+08:00

Iiquor to destress..? no
Smoke to destress..? nono
Party to destress..? nononono

I craving sweet tooth...
honey ice-cream...woo~
chocolate fondue..heavenly~
japanese mochi... *chew*chew*
or perharps some tiramisu...

I hope all these pop infront of me right now! i need to destress from my exam..

STRESSED = Desserts spell backward

幸福背后

2008-09-07T03:07:00.000+08:00

我是幸福的... Happy 14th Monthsary baby...
lovin' you always~

Too much...

2008-09-03T23:20:00.002+08:00

for the past 30 mins, i've been starring at the blogger breate post page..
my mind = totally blank!

i've been day-dreaming always recently...
feeling sleepy almost everyday even though i have a full 8 hours sleep..
have been drowning myself with beer at pub at least once a week...
chain-smoking almost every 2 hours, 2 days=1 packet...

Cause: I don't know...

maybe i have been thinking too much recently, simply too much...

Things ain't the same anymore

2008-08-27T01:22:00.005+08:00

yoz..update as requested!
no time to update.. im fully loaded with assignment ,projects.. & nothing else!

and finally marketing project is done & presented a few hours ago..
i have serious presentation problem..
but overall should be ok ba~take a look at my marketing project video on The Bodyshop product..

Attn: This is only a school assignment & not the real "The Bodyshop" advertisment.

some update since my birthday..

bf, chanel roy & me went to Scarlet City @ AMK to celebrate me & Roy birthday..our birthday is only 2 days different..HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA GE!

no picture taken that day coz 4 of us keep playing games to finish up 4 tower of 3litre beer.. crazy rite! This always happen when we are out wif bf & roy.. they r super beer drinker!

have been pub visiting for almost every week... alcoholic make me feel better~ my way of de-stressing...hehe

F/T Working + P/T studying = STRESS & NO LIFE!!!

Stress have been making me emotional... bad temper ..blah blah blah , nothing good! But no matter wat, i've to endure... No stress, No gain!

ARggh..i need a holiday! just a short & relexing break.. away from singapore!! i've not been out of singapore (exp jb) for almost 1 year le... Anyone wanna go Sunway lagoon??

sometime,i just felt that things ain't the same anymore..

Happy Birthday to me!

2008-08-18T00:19:00.005+08:00

Just post to mark this date..coz i was born on this date 22 years ago!!!

Happy Birthday to me...!!

haiz.. the one i expected to wish me 1st didn't do so...
Candy Han.. u're still the number 1 to wish me every year without fail..
and u can look for me anytime..sweasen is just a few step away from my workplace...i'm waiting for ur earthquake,hehe!!!

Doreamon..Whr R U??

2008-08-16T00:07:00.003+08:00

It's really tough working cum studying...
Since school & new job started a month ago, i've been drowning myself with at least 4 cups of coffee per day to keep myself awake...EXAM! PROJECT! endless...

sometime i really hope Doreamon do exist.. i want him to bring me back to the 15 years old me & i'll tell her... Stop being a fool in love & go back to school if not you'll be struggling tough life in your 20s...!

Pray pray tomorrow tio 4D...!! I'm not greedy... enough to cover my sch fee & others misc things ok le..kekeke~

人生.. life..!

2008-08-13T01:17:00.004+08:00

每个人的生活都会随着一点一滴而改变。。

工作，娱乐，爱情，朋友，家庭。。都是生活中重要的一部份。。

我嘛。。全部都有，但都不完正吧！

工作。。再等多1年，我就能在我理想的地坊开始我要的事业。。

娱乐。。对每个人的定论都不一样。我现在根本没哪么多时间去享受，现在只想好好把书念完,弥补几年前的遗憾。

家庭。。我的家庭很简单，只求平安，三餐温饱，家里就开心了。。

爱情。。是有了，一切都很好..可是还没达到我对爱情的定论。我觉得一段完整的爱情是能够在婚后，能够共患难，简简单单那才是我一直想要的幸福！

朋友。。就像地球，不停的随时间和生活因素而转换。。在不同生活阶段，我们都有那阶段所谓的好朋友。。少联络也随着生活变化，好朋友渐渐换了。。不管有多少个曾经的好朋友，能成为认识彼此也是一种缘分。。我真正算的上好朋友的也没几个。。但就是因为每一个他们都曾因为一些事情而让我们那么要好过。。所以，我每一个都会好好珍惜。。
毕竟，人生不能重新再来。。遗憾是很难弥补的！

oh...我超级迷上了这台剧！
<<命中注定我爱你！>>

其实，简单就是美。。
邱皮德(Mr.Cupid)能让两个人遇见。。让他们爱上对方。。但是，结局是收场还是幸福，哪得看那两个人怎样去建立。

keke, my first post in chinese.. i always feel that i can write better in chinese...
i'm down with heavy flu.. feel so bad now~

haha..anyone know where can i find this? i really need this badly...!

Stressful Chiongster

2008-08-12T00:20:00.011+08:00

it's been 2 weeks since i last blog..
since sch started, a day 24 hours seems not enough for me..
studying 3 modules at the same time, 3 projects to be handed up in a month time..
Gosh! i'm going crazy...
Something i really need to complain... I can't stand my economics lecturer!!!
Almost the whole class couldn't get the idea what he's teaching about... notes & books are understandable den his lecture... i think i gonna fail my economics test(-_-)

Only after lecture, we 3 can relex..on somedays, bf me & chanel will head either to Cq or Bq to chill out...in another way de-stress ba~

Eski Bar

oh..she's darm stress! both @ work & sch..lol~

The Crazy Elephant

oh...she's tryin to act innocent...but unfortunely u dun haf tat look dear..lol

muack muack..i love them! hehe~

She's crazy...

The Crazy Elephant bar... nice place..located @ CQ near MOS...
They have Tv screening dirty funny jokes..live bands~
http://www.crazyelephant.com/index.htm

Clinic

Gone at the end of day... ~

i love her so much...

everyone need friends... but true friend that known you even for simple little things, one is more then enough~

*Mr Roy Tan(i'm sure u'll see my blog..), find somedays... go lim jiu ok~

Sumen & Jiawei contact us when u r back leh~ miss both of u so much...

ohh..my birthday is coming... but this year, i don't intend to celebrate... i don't feel like blowing candles... i don't even look forward to it... reason?? i don't know y.. just don't have the mood to....

Life is unpredictable

2008-07-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

came home and my sis told me 1 of her frenz pass away..sis show me her blog..a 19years old girl that pass away in a terrible accident yesterday( if u read today newspaper u'll know). Read some of her frenz blog too~so heartaching..
her blog http://kissonmylips.blogspot.com/
RIP, pretty lady..

sis shown me another blog..
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/
the gf of the army guy that pass away on a training at brunai( it's was a few day headline news last month).. i read and i cried~ the ways she trying to get moving on.. the times where she can't hold her feeling back~ how she miss him...

after reading both blogs... i was thinking, i should really learn to treasure everyone around me... i felt that sometimes i just took them for granted... assuming all they do for me is what i deserve...
life is really unpredictable... no one knows what's happening tomorrow~

Dad & mum..
Sis & Bro..
My precious princess...
My beloved dear...
My darling candy & val...
My good buddy chanel...
My relatives..
All My close frenz...

just wanna say.. i love u all~

I just Can't Smile without you

2008-07-17T01:50:00.003+08:00

You know I Can't Smile Without You,

I Can't Smile Without You,I can't laugh and I can't sing,

I'm findin' it hard to do anything.

You see, I feel sad when you're sad,

I feel glad when you're glad,

If You only knew what I'm going through,

I just Can't Smile Without You.

You came along just like a song and brightened my day,

Who'd've believe that you were part of a dream

Now it all seems light years away.

And now you know I Can't Smile Without You,

I Can't Smile Without You,

,I feel glad when you're glad,

If you only knew what I"m going through,

I just can't smile.

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find.

Well I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me.

And you see,I Can't Smile Without You,

I Can't Smile Without You,

I can't laugh and I can't sing,

I'm findin' it hard to do anything.

You see, I feel sad when you're sad,I feel glad when you're glad,

If You only knew what I'm going through,

I just Can't Smile Without You

I'll control myself...

control my wilfulness..

i knew i couldn't have everything,anything i want...

maybe becoz i though you'll let me always...

I'll control myself...

control my stubborn temper...

i knew is wrong to throw temper w/o reason...

maybe becoz i don't like to apologize first...

this is me... for the past 21 years

if i say i could change,i'm lying...

i could only say..i'll try to control myself...

sorry dear...

2008-07-13T22:50:00.003+08:00

been lacking of post..
lotsa of change to my life now..
I'm a student again!
and i've change my job..back to f&b line
reason y i quit my previous job?? ...i don't really wish to say much...just that "I don't wanna to work with some no standard irratiating bitches"..!
Just started my school at SMa last tue... i didn't mention in my long long time ago post that i wish to take up dipolma courses...

meet up wif bf after work ytd.. red cliff, not bad for a 2 hrs war movie that didn't make me fall asleep.. frenz who knew me know i hate this kinda of movie... but ending came up with "...to be continued" sianz 1/2... i lookin forward for part 2, but most probably in 1 year time de~maybe by that time i already forgotten the storyline le...
shall stopped here! gonna mobtv-ing... my volleyball show!

Our 1 year Anniversary

2008-07-09T22:43:00.013+08:00

as mention on the previous post..our 1st anniversary photo~

The Singapore Flyer

We saw a wedding couple.. they booked the whole capsule for photo taking...

We are on board!!

View of Singapore at the top of flyer..

Future IR..Marina Sands~ My Future Career Place!

We can pick up building & vehicle at our fingertips..

I wanna eat up all the cars...

Our Cabin ,with the Angmoh Family.. Our neighbour cabin!

We are on the way down.. baby staring blankly, he's bored by the 30 min ride

The departance hall...

A Nice & just right 30 min ride.. overall is great as we were greet & welcome by alot of staff on our way of boarding... i feel like boarding a plane more den a ferrie wheel!

I'm sure there will be a better view when the future IR and the sky garden are completed in 2010.

Guess wat! we were lucky as we board the flyer 1 hr earlier then our appointed timing... the sky started to turn black when we depart...

after a happy ride, we went to kushinbo at Suntec city for our dinner...

Kushinbo is a dining concept Japanese buffet. They have wide spread of food from sashimi, seafood, sushi, tempura, teppanyaki, yakitori, mini paper steamboat to soba and ramen. Different flavour of tea, and dessert like fondue, mini tart, cheesecake, mochi & more~

They also have this special deal, every hour ba~ the will annouced... "Dong,dong,dong kushinbo....." sounds familiar right. Tv offen have their advistisment... At this special deal time,u can get specially item like lobster, bbq fish, crepe ice-cream.. but there is limit so everyone in the restaurant will rush to the counter to grab...

I love their snow crab~ really worth it's price...

Baby, i really enjoy the day... although it's just a simple date, but with you by my side, it makes the difference...

i love you beyond the reason why~

2008-07-07T00:00:00.005+08:00

Wow,wow,wow...It's 1 year

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY!

How time flies, hope we will have many 1st years ahead of us.
Baby, are you happy that we have managed to come so far? It has not been easy, u know..espcially with all those small and big arguments we had.... erm...hope it hasn't been hard to bear with my temperamental nature....hehe~
Come to think, if i didn't enrol to icg, if i reject your offer of senting me to work and i won't bother to ask u out that night..hahaha... today will just be a normal day~
Baby, thanks for everything..... i love u alwayz *muack*

Stay tuned for pictures... tomorrow~

2008-06-24T01:01:00.005+08:00

I just watch a video..of young and rebellion teenagers, nowadays age of kids getting into trouble are as low as 7 years old.. why some teenagers behave this way??lots of them said that..their parent don't care for them...izzit so??maybe their care is in another way,human being tend to reliease the importances of life when somethings serious happened...! me,myself went though this stage.. and a really really horrible one....

At the age of 14, i work as a part time at mcdonald... in the first place, i thotz of lessen my parent burden by being financial independence.Starting, i just go there for work and back home...after some times, i get known of some frenz there...i'll hang out with them often... hanging out at arcade, basketball court, sometime even gather to one house and ton overnight...
I begin to hate school... hate going home...
Mum have a restict of me getting house by 10pm everyday... if not she will lock me out ,shout & scold me behind the door...
At that time, i only tortz why mum dun understand me.. i just want some freedom to do what i wanted to...
So i think, the more she scold me... the more rebel i will be...

Sec 3, i skip school about 3 days per week... sometime i will gather frenz to skip togather, sometime i will wait for mum to leave house & went back home to sleep...
Teacher call parent to school and told them bout my attendence... back home, dad keep quiet...
but mum again... shout at the top of her lung to me... i run away from home~ randomly stay a few day at frenz hse... i learn how to steal... not becoz i've no $ to buy.. all those things we stole are just cheap little thingy...we steal for the thrill... the thrill of not being catch~
but luck don't always follows u... i was being catch stealing ,wearing sch uniform... dad & mum knew,school knew... school punish me..my detention was more then i couldn't even bother to attend... dad & disipline master make sure i go school everyday... sometimes i will just walk out of the school in the middle of the classes... everyone in school sure that i'll rot all the way...except one... Mr Tay (my disipline master) ,but i still let him down...

At 15,i quit school & work full time...i was really into love at that time.. changing bf regularly... the shortest relationship can be only 2 weeks...
at that time.. i tortz Love was everything...no one ,no things can replace love at that time...yea, love is blind... and i was too blind to even married to a lousy guy i knew his character even before marriage...but hopping he'll change after child was born... but things got even worse...
i knew i was seriously wrong... my naive thinking make my life totally change...make my life in hell for almost 5 years....

Now,I'm a mother of a 5 years old girl...
and i feel the pain when my girl is misbehaving...
and i know mum shouting & scolding was all for my own good... but i don't know why she don't disipline sis & bro the way she did to me... maybe she scare another grandchildren pop out again for her to take care ca~

I believe now was my turning point... i want to find back the regret i had in the past...
in singapore, without an paper prove education... everyone,everywhere u go..people will look down on you... no education= lesser salary= NO MONEY!!!
some people are lucky to born with sliver spoon in their mouth.. but some will have to slog all the way to death just to make a living for the family...

Money is the root of all evil...
钱不是万能，但没有钱却万万不能
i want to earn big buck so that my parents could relex in their old age...
i want my sibling & girl to have a good education...
i want to have a house & a car in 5 years time..
i want to start a family again...
all this need money... i don't want just to earn 1000 plus a month... tryin hard to survive every month ... i know i can't slack anymore...

i will get out of that hell like place...if i continue to slack there.... i will die forever~
wish me good luck for my interview tml~

2008-06-17T14:41:00.008+08:00

The movie "Missing" really cannot make it...
From the trailer and synopsis of the movie, you would have expected the storyline to be a little more imaginative. Unfortunately, everything about the movie made the two hours in the cinema feel meaningless.. I couldn't figure out the storylines at all... it's about some mental health thingy? ghost story? or discover of mystery? whatever... i won't recommand it to anyone.. waste $..should have watch "The Happening" instead...
Maybe there's only 1 good point about the movie... the place!
There were diving scene at a underwater city... i love the beauty of this mystery place...
so i make a research...

THE LOST UNDERWATER CITY OF YONAGUNI(as seen on Movie"Missing")

Yonaguni:Ancient Unknown Submerged Structures Off The Coast of Japan
Yonaguni is a small island south-west of Okinawa in the Japanese archipelago.
In 1985, a dive tour operator in Yonaguni, Japan, Kihachiro Aratake, was looking for new places to take divers.He explored the southeast side of the island, and was astonished to find a 300-foot long megalithic structure that appeared to be man-made.
Carved steps, flat terraces, platforms, carved tunnels, pillars, and many other structures are present. Glyphs and etchings are found on the underwater structures bearing a similarity to carvings found on the island.
Many people have speculated that the ruins may be related to the “mythical” land of Mu or Lemuria which was engulfed by a natural catastrophe in the
ancient past,which was a powerful kingdom in the past.

..More Underwater city wordlwide

Alexandria, Egypt: Off the shores of Alexandria, the city of Alexander the Great, lie what are believed to be the ruins of the royal quarters of Cleopatra. It is believed that earthquakes over 1,500 years ago were responsible for casting this into the sea, along with artifacts, statues and other parts of Cleopatra’s palace. The city of Alexandria even plans to offer underwater tours of this wonder.

Bay of cambay,India: A few years back discovered the remains of a vast 9,500 year old city. This submerged ruin has intact architecture and human remains. More significantly, this find predates all finds in the area by over 5,000 years, forcing historians to reevaluate their understanding of the history of civilazation in the region. The find has been termed Dwarka, or the ‘Golden City,’ after an ancient city-in-the sea said to belong to the Hindu god Krishna.

Phayao Lake

Kwan Phayao, Thailand:(No picture) In itself perhaps not unusual, a 500 year old Thai temple sits at the bottom of lake Phayao. What makes this case strange is that the lake was actually made intentionally about 70 years ago, and that there has been recent discussion of potentially restoring the temple at the cost of billions of dollars. However, the ruins serve as a habitat for fish that many have argued should remain untouched.

-A wealth of human history lies submerged in ancient cities at the bottoms of lakes, seas and oceans of the world. Some of these were sent into the water via earthquakes, tsunamis or other disasters thousands of years ago. Many have just recently been rediscovered, by accident or through emergent technological innovations. Some have even caused scientists to question the history of human civilization.

oh gosh! i have an urge of learning diving...

2008-06-15T11:33:00.003+08:00

Confuse...
Another week has gone..
didn't feel good during the beginning of the week...felt bad actually.. had some quarrel with best frenz..
Quarrel..maybe too strong of a word to use...'heated conversation' will be more appropriate..well to me.. i feel that this 'heated conversation' kinda iron out our friendship...which of course is good... but at the same time..i am more confuse than ever...i realise every time i tried my best to straighten things out for everyone, i tend to mess it up instead,i'm also stubborn and a poor life & time organaizer!.....well..in life..there's always up and down... think that makes it special? haha..after the 'heated conversation' things definitely got much more better...yea, I'll just lmao~ and forget about it~ after all, it's just a small matter...nothing beats off our friendship!

2008-06-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

i should learn to think for myself before i think of others cause no one thinks of how i feel..!
I shall be a SELFISH bitch from today onwards...
i hate troubling because of little tiny mini things...
i feel like i'm sitting in the middle of a see-saw..trying to balance both side,but before i could balances out, i fell off first...

2008-06-09T16:33:00.003+08:00

WARNING!!!

THIS POST WILL MAKE U HUNGRY & HORNY...

i wonder what's the flavour of the cake?? strawberry..?wahahaha

how she's going to eat this?cut and divide among??

hmmm...anyone feel like having a slice of cake now???

the chef that make this cake is really creative... but i really wonder what kind of mood/feeling is in him/her when baking the cake...

2008-06-07T15:38:00.002+08:00

LOVE...

Someone who loves you.. will not give excuses of what he/she loves you.. he/she only know that in his/her eyes.. you are the only one...
Someone who loves you...actually always make you mad/angry/piss off/stress...But he/she never know what fool he/she has made... because all that he/she did is for your own good sake...
Someone who loves you... rarely appraise you, but in his/her heart, you are the best...only that he/she knows...
Someone who loves you... will be angry or complained if you dont reply his/her message or call... Because he/she cares and doesnt want anything happen to you...
Someone who loves you.. only drop his/her tears in front of us and when you try to wipe his/her tears... you've touched his/her heart... where the heart always beating fast for you...
Someone who loves you... will always remember whatever you've said... even if it's not meant to be and he/she will always use the words wisely....
Someone who loves you.. will never easy make commitment... cause he/she doesnt want to break his/her promise... he/she wants you to trust him/her.... and he/she wants to give the very best of your life and safety forever...
Someone who loves you... maybe cant remember some important moment.. like your birthday...but he/she knows that every second he/she go through .. He/she loves you no matter what day it is...
Someone who loves you.. wont say "I Love You" easily... cause everything that he/she does, shows that he/she is ready to love you... But only to say "I love you" in a special way.. cause he/she doesnt want you to misunderstand... he/she wants you to know that he/she loves you...
Someone who loves you...will feel that something just need to be said once... cause he/she thinks that you have understand him/her....if repeating too many times, he/she will feel that nothing will make him/her happy/smile...
Someone who loves you.. will go to airport to pick you up.. he/she will not take a bouquet of roses and call you honey like what you expected... but he/she will take your luggage and ask you why you lose weight within two days???with sincere heart...
Someone who loves you...will not know when he/she should call you when you are angry...but he/she will send message after few hours.. if you ask why he/she calls you that late...he/she will answer ..when you are angry, all my sorry will be trash. but when you calm, my explaination will melt you down..
Someone who loves you.. will keep everything you gave.. even a small note stated "I Love you" inside his/her wallet.
someone who loves you.. seldom say sweet things but you know his/her kiss tells everything.
Someone who loves you... will always try to make you happy and laugh even sometimes his/her way is confusing...
Someone who loves you... will wrap your wounded heart and keep in sincerely like a fragile glass to ensure you are not hurted anymore and he/she will give you the best even sometimes has to hurt himself/herself.

i'm glad i found that Someone...he walk into my life 11 months ago..and 1 more month will be our 1 year togather,i'm really looking forward for our 1 yr celebration... Happy 11th Months dear~

2008-06-07T15:03:00.006+08:00

Mood for today: Super sianz x10
i hate rainy days...i'm afraid of cold more then heat.
Cold weather make my body goes weak..my back always ache on raining day~
i feel like i'm a 80 years old lady...
nothing to do now...trying lotz of fun tests online...

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

wahahaha...i look like Mandy Moore and wth,do i look like guy? maybe becoz of my short hair...

2008-06-06T13:23:00.007+08:00

i'm a lazy blogger.
i almost logged into blogger everyday since my last entry but no ideas what to blog...
currently working on an online blogshop..selling somethings related to needles & thread!

Work load keep increasing ever since my withdraw of resign... i know i shouldn't complain, but i really really miss F&B line... things is not that complicated compare to my current job...
Office is a darm complicated place...almost everyday you can see people playing with bows & arrow... everyone there have elephant ear & rabbit eye(RED)! Everything within you will be comment...your dressing, your attitude,even PERSONAL talks... not only normal staff gossip but the TOP TOP TOP Management loves gossiping as well... they just love those that will only squat down infront of them and make them shoick along with some market talks... Company polities*Pui* You all are lousy people... Wolf pretending to be a sheep

oh yea...it's my 1st June entry! Half of 2008 is gone... i don't think i can strike off my driving license from my wishlist by the end of 2008..

I'm a fickle-minded woman..my aim change every month... last month, i thotz of taking up ICGTC new courses but now i plan to get a Dipolma in Tourism & Hospitality before IR open..

Some Random photos...

Beautiful Sunflower sent to office early in the morning...but it's not for me

Ugly commuter...the uncle sitting down reading newspaper use those kind of S-shape hook to hang his bags...convenience ah~i should sent it to SingaporeSeen.com.sg ...

Ping-pong ball pinball game @ Amk pasar malam...

2008-05-31T20:30:00.005+08:00

It's 8.30pm and i'm slacking at work, watching 斗牛要不要 & playing around with my needles...
I was constantly looking at the clock on my top left, hoping my next look will be 945pm...i'm all really to dash out of the office on the dotz!
Becoz i felt so tired...the idiotic weather make my body goes weak,i'm down with sore throat, headache,bodyache,ulcer & slight fever...make my day a BIG BOLD "SIANZ" !!

oh yea...i've enrol my precious daughter for taekwandon..

some of u might think y i let a girl take up sure a rough sport... hmm, me myself don't think so.. in fact i've always wanted to learn taekwandon since young... i admire girls that FIGHT!

Beautiful Sunflower for my blog reader... hope it make ur day!

2008-05-24T18:38:00.003+08:00

interesting video... effect of switching on & off of lights.Remind me of the older version nokia game "Snake"... i love play this during my sec sch time on my Nokia8250, i even got higher score!

2008-05-23T15:25:00.002+08:00

Optical illusion~

isn't it cool...? I did saw something..i swear! try it... but make sure u really focus if not there won't be a result...

2008-05-22T11:15:00.003+08:00

i'm so boring now... i've tons of work undone but i juz don't have the urge & feel to do it...
working on a "starter guide" file for my dept... need to gather lots of information about the club.
turnover for my dept is very fast... a guide for them is better then i keep repeating everything again & again...
another news!!! i juz withdraw my resignation... stay on ba~for the sake of the yr end $...juz maybe another yr to endure till my dream career...

went back to ICG school ytd night... they email us about this extra program for 6 minor gaming.. tot it was a demostation on the gaming as we are the X student... who knows is a charging extra course @ $1100 for 3 certification..
trotz of taking..but i'm really broke now, no extra cash for anything...
if i really take up that course, i got 5 certifaicate in Casino Gaming...which will really help me get into that line coz i don't have a high qulification..
heard from trainer that Resort Sentosa IR are rushing to open at the same time with The Sands Marina... which plan to open at Sept 2009.
1 more year to go...ENDURE!!

Quote of the day: Bastard are born to be Bastard!
why i said that, because a "really clever" guy said that ( All Bastard are Bastard because of a Bitch)... it's like bastard have no wrong in anythings they done and all the wrong is being caused by the woman... *WTF* in this case, the whole world are full of bastards and bitches le... he's a irritating guy that sometime talk w/o common & reality thinking.. but overall he's not bad as a frenz...

but i do believe this... cause a bastard always let a woman grow stronger in life...!

2008-05-20T13:05:00.009+08:00

rewind back to last weekend...
3 Ladies nite at CQ( MOS/Gotham/Lunar)...
i was simply dead drunk and forgot about photo taken using candy's phone until i saw val's blog...
i really didn't behave myself that night...the last time i was so deadly drunk was my previous company farewell for boss...
maybe the limited space in my heart had already been filled with too too too many problems... when i see this 2 ladies... plus a happy night with liquor! yea liquor is my way to minimize problem,i know alot of person don't agree to them... but it's my way! i felt so much better after pouring out all my unhappiness... although none of it is being solved yet...dotz~
i felt so bad that i behave this way... make this 2 ladies worry about me, and spoilt the night...
i knew they are not in good mood & have their problems too~ but i really wish the day will came soon... when all our problems is totally solved...happiness & xinfu will always be with us...!
Cheers for our 7 years friendship...~

JASON LOW.. as promise last night... every 2 months can go 1 time...that night cannot count,cause u spoilt it...with effect from 1st of June'08....i don't care! =P

2008-05-18T23:03:00.006+08:00

our dear sumen & jiawei leave singapore to starcruise to pursue their casino career le...

good start for them...i somehow regret not joining SC..by the time IR open, they might by our Pit Boss le... Jiawei & Sumen da ge..next time must take care xiao mei mei wo k..hehe~

Chanel sent them off at habourfront today morning.. i didn't manage to wake myself up to go..sObz~

Chanel was so sweet, she used our group pic and laser to a keychain...as our gift to them~
Jiawei & Sumen... rmb to look for us when u guys are back 2 weeks later that weekend...

All the best.. my good brothers!! WE WILL DEFINALTY MISS U GUYS..and our monthly gathering...!

2008-05-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

this photo was a candid shot taken by the photographer of the day @ DnD'2008.
everyone expression was precious in this post...
hmm...guess wat are we looking at???

(but no prize hor~)

2008-05-17T23:14:00.004+08:00

Nine words women use...

1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
7.) Thanks : A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.
8.) Whatever : Is a women's way of saying F* YOU!
9.) Don't worry about it, I'll do it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.Then you RUN!

and oh ya... women's brain are form in such a way that about 90% they will remember those harsh words you used on them before... especially those that pierce directly deeply in their heart!

So guys..maybe you could print my post out and paste it in every corner of your house including your toilet so you could at least remember this simple little terminology to avoid arguement with your beloved one!

this is what u get when u really piss me off...u always tell me to think before i say or do anything!
i'm returning those words to u... u won't know how hurtful your words is... u'r tryin to spread salt on my wound...
only when i'm drunk, i can't feel my hurt and pain... u'r not feeling gd, i know! but have you think of my feelin?i don't feel good too~

2008-05-15T19:40:00.010+08:00

ytd was gathering cum farewell for our dearest Sumen & Jiawei...
they are leaving for star cruise to work as croupier for 6 months...
ktv session @ Top1 ktv bugis...
let the photo tok ba~i lazy to type...

Take 1...!(a proper one)

Take 2..! ( 2 monkey on the right..LOLx)

u can see tat a man in red wasn't in the group photo...LOL! tot of photoshop him in but...hmmm no space...

Anyway... wish Jiawei & Sumen all the best for their career!

2008-05-15T19:29:00.002+08:00

FUCK THAT MOTHER FUCKER!! CAN'T U BE A MAN AND STOP CREATING PROBLEMS AND FACE THE TRUTH!!! U BLOODY ASSHOLE, U'R THE WORST PERSON I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE..I MUZ BE BLIND TO BE WITH U FOR 5 FUCKING YEARS!! U DON'T DESERVE JIESI..U DON'T FIT TO BE A FATHER!!! Y DON'T YOU JUST BANG YOURSELF TO DEAD... COZ U R SUCH A FAILURE IN LIFE, U LOSE UR WIFE,U LOSE UR CHILD RESPECT TO U... U THINK U R THAT GREAT??? JUST SEE YOUR TOOPID ATTITUDE IN COURT... U EVEN GET SCOLDIN FROM THE JUDGE...LMAO* U WON'T WIN ME... !

2008-05-15T18:44:00.007+08:00

11/05/08
MOTHER'S DAY
this yr mother's day was also family gathering... our family seldom haf gathering except special occassion... but instead of simple meal at restaurant, save the trouble of askin mum to Q along for seats.. we haf our gathering at chervons's chalet...T
It's more like children's day then mum's day... with 6 kiddys all under 5, u could imagine the chaos they create...

specially home made cupcake by me!

BBQ is a must...! yummy marsh mellow...

after makan, it's time for fun...
MANJONG & UNO STAKO!!!

my dad is a Pro in MJ...but none of his children know how to play MJ!!

lastly, i think all mum in the world deserve a cheers everyday, not only mum's day... mummy are always our supporting in the family... i love my mum, but i knew i'm not a fillial one,i make her sad always.... oh ya! i receive a present from my daughter... (will upload later) although is just a art craft but it's from her.. that's the point!

2008-05-11T09:37:00.002+08:00

and i believe you, right from the beginning...everythings will be alright...

Speed racer

2008-05-10T09:25:00.010+08:00

Good Morning... i'm munching on my favourite famous amos cookie along with a cup of Kopi-C.

i drag myself out of bed at 830am...only 15 min to rush for work,luckily i'm at bf's house..cab to work..it's been raining since midnight... i only have 4 hours of sleep *YAWNzZ*

reach home at around 4am after racing with "Speed Racer" at Boon lay...

Great show! Speed Racer is a 2008 film that is a live action film adaptation of the 1960s Japanese anime series Speed Race. Based on the classic TV series created by anime pioneer Tatsuo Yoshida, the live-action "Speed Racer" follows the adventures of race car driver Speed on and off the track in his thundering Mach 5. The film also features other characters that fans of the show will remember, including Speed's family and his mysterious arch-rival, Racer X. The movie combines revolutionary visual effects and cutting-edge storytelling that have become the benchmarks of the Wachowski Brothers' films.

Original Japanese anime website: http://www.speedracer.com/

Actor Emile Hirsch was cast as Speed, the hero of the animated series, Christina Ricci portrays Speed's girlfriend, Trixie, and Rain as Taejo. Hmmm.. Rain is a korean horx... he's acting as a Japanese in the show, i tortz Korean & Japanese aren't in good term for long long long time ago?!?! Although Rain is 1 of the main actor in this movie(uk produce), his personal advertisment poster was not being put up at Uk,even if you search at yahoo!, he was not in the starring actor list..but at asia, he was more famous then the rest... heard that his fans club from this particler country(forgot hk or where) even paid from their own pocket to help his to advistise his first movie...

Speed's racing car "Mach-5"Cool B!!!

I love all character in this movie...esp their pet monkey "Chim Chim" & the little bro, they're the laughing soul for this show...

This show was more like a comic cartoon, not realistic...but guess this is the first time i watch such high tech visual movie...it was thrilling enough to kept me glue to my seat. It's been so long that i have watch such a good movie. Recommanded!!

Alots of great movies recently... i wanna watch "Over her dead body", "What happens in Vegas", "Kungfu Panda", "Chocolate" .....

my dear friend,i know you still love him alot...although you always talk positive to me, but through our conversation... i knew that you miss him alot.. miss the sweet little memories with him.But from my point of view... talks with both of you, my advice was to go on with your present life... i know it takes time from wound to recover.. take your own sweet time.. we will always be there for you..

There's no right or wrong in a relationship... at least you once put an effort on it...

Move on your life, positive mindset always please dear... you'll find your true love somedays!

Who knows?maybe you'll get married b4 me & val... lolx

I know you'll read my blog...Yea, "U" Ms Candy!! Don't laugh...

Stop thinking to much ok...i everytime see you cry,i'll become kinda of speechless leh... i felt sometime i talk too straight or say sometime wrong you cry more...

Stay happy always~

2008-05-09T09:40:00.005+08:00

When we were kids then....

Ever had this kinda feelings or tot before when you hear a particular song, feel a particular weather and the past would be flashing back into your mind? To those borned in the 1970s or 1980s, you would not forget the followings:

You grew up watching Transformers, Mickey Mouse, Ninja Turtles, Care bears, My Little Pony and Smurfs...Not to forget ever famous Ninja Turtles too...
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You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug. The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too.
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You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class.
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You find your friends with pagers and hand phones cool in Secondary school.
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SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned,door slide open by the side.The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big purple lighted bell gives a loud "BEEP!" when pressed...Bus fares barely reached 50 cents.
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You used the insert fare card into a red machine by the driver side.There are yellow tickets com for TIBS buses and pink for SBS buses... collecting there and fold into heart shaped.
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Envelopes were given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.
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You've probably read Young Generation magazine. You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.
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You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to catch the scenery.
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You longed to buy tidbits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang /Tora (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week.Not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.
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You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.
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Love the milk powder song"衣服本来刚刚好，怎么现在这么小？"

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KFC used to be a high class restaurant that served food in plates and lets you use metal forks and knives.
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Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word.
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Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow.
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There was once the craze over Tamiya cars and toy dispensers where you had to slot in a coin and twist the knob, while your other hand anticipated the toy to appear. 20 cents for colourful rubber balls and 50 cents / 1 dollar for toys in plastic egg shells.
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Waterbottles were sling around your neck and a must everywhere you go.
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Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court.
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Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too...
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Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks.
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We carry out experiments of our own to get yourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc.
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Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'.
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In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.
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The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality.
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You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.
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School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.
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There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.
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You freak out when taking BCG, thotz there were really fire in it.
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Boys like to catch fighting spiders. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.
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Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Birds fly high, hard to catch. Friend like you, hard to forget".
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Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"
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Colourful Bodypac bag was a fashion symbol at school.
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Most of all, with just less then $5.00 you could have a complete meal with drinks and dessert.

Kids memories are always the best... No worries of everything
Suddenly, i miss my grown up place... kallang!
The last time i went there was 1 years ago... everything changed.
Flats were teared down and rebuild, road ain't the same with just build expressway,even my Primary school was now where to be seen...
It's ain't the same anymore, not at all...

Everything were expensive now.
Prices rises to the extend but only complain was heard.
Why government only react to positive feedback and thanks but pretending the heartlander voice..
Family earning less then 2k is always struggling to meet the month end.
$5.00 in your pocket is nothing now.. maybe a bowl of noodles but no drinks for you.
You can only see prices of everything rising in Singapore but not the salary.

I used not to see money important as long as all around me is happy.
But money is always the cause of something...
钱不是万能，但没有钱却是万万不能。

Yea...i'm crazy about money!!
My present pay is super pathetic after cpf deduction...
When IR Casino is going to open!?!?!?! I wonder have they finish digging the ground anot!?!
No building was seen after so long...
i don't wan my 7k down the drain....it's time back to school for some practise!

ATTENTION !!! ICG pals... Summen & Jiewei is leaving for StarCruise this coming 18th.Gathering & Farewell for them please....!!! Tag or Msn me suggestion & time...

2008-05-08T09:59:00.005+08:00

random photos taken last week....

sinful temptation @ MOF & Swenson

she's posing like model..

art work done by kids...

alien ah gua

2008-05-08T01:14:00.016+08:00

Holy shit! I saw a ALIEN AH GUA!!

Just back home... super super "SUAY" today!!!
What will one react when you're on board a train, sitting down chatting with your frenz and some alien pop out from somewhere and started to curse & swear u!?!?! I met this kinda of idiot alien juz 2 hours ago...

Me and Candy was on our way home after our gym & k session...
2 tired ladies was happily chit chatting...laughing on the train
The very next min, i heard 1 man mumbling scolding to himself 0.5m away from me...
I just tot he's some madman that pop out of somewhere!
NO!!! he was pointing at us,looking at us,scolding at us...of coz i was shocked!
*WTF* He said we were starring & laughing at his friends(A China Couple)... and start scolding us alien*@!$#* word! What he said out from tat cb mouth of him was more ridiculous lor...
He said we're jealous of the couple hugging in the train because we got no BF izzit...U both lesbian ah O.O?!??! or you jealous she(his so-called frenz) pretty then you all... In fact, we are really looking at the "She" lor... because she look so old and dress very extravagant...but i still think i look prettier.. lolx~ That man still dare to challenge us on a fully packed train... think that us girls are easy to bully... he's wrong, down his luck just right my dear candy was already not in her mood... she stood up,finger pointed straight at his face and shouted at that man...obviously from my view the man look stunned! decided to call the police but we were under the ground and that no use toopid green telecom will definalty have no reception...candy reached for the emergency button!!
The train door reopen,Mrt staff appoached us and that man... we were being pulled out to settle...His "So-called" frenz was nowhere to be seen but he was still nagging his rubbish out there, and i suddenly think he was so "gu niang"(gay) and due to his unbearable nosey, i scold him"Smelly gu niang(CC)", the train door was still wide open... lots of passengers went laughing..hahahahah~
Mrt staff ask us whether to pursue this matter or let it rest...we decided to call the police down~
That man actually beg the mrt staff not to call the police...scare then dun find trouble la~ In the end, he bow and apologises to us...That man was in his fourties ba~Holy Asshole fucker... if i even saw him again on the street, i will knock him off and cut off his balls to feed the dog,cause he don't deserve that!!!
(i label him as alien...coz he look like one!!LOLx)

i'm very tired...
but i feel like eating instant mee goreng...
nono,i'm on diet... No supper for me~
better go to lala land...
gd nitez....

2008-05-08T01:14:00.015+08:00

Happy 10 Months boy...

You are my sunshine
my only sunshine.
You make me happy
when skies are grey
You'll never know dear
how much i love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

10 months down to road,

it's yet to be far but i could see the future path ahead...

boy,you know how much you mean to me...

i'll work hard for our future... for your promises

2008-05-03T21:20:00.002+08:00

What's up with the weather lately..? I see No rain,Argh!!!
The heat out there is really burning me... digging all my sleeve less tops..
Even cold shower doesn't help at all... & 18degree air con seems like blowing hot air out...
maybe i should visit the polar bear...

2008-05-03T11:37:00.004+08:00

Candy & me have been pampering ourselves these few day... scrub+massage+manicure/prdicure @ JB... and we sign up as California Fitness Club members...

Our mission is not to get those Muscles out...but to SLIM DOWN & keep fit...

went there ytd with candy & bf... my stamina is worse then old lady lor...can't take it too long~ ENDURE....and u will reach ur goal!!! i shall be their fraquent member to be there at least 2 times a week...

my beautiful girl...she's more & more vain now

Saw these 2 kawaii wawa @ Bugis...

dnd 2008

2008-05-03T10:45:00.007+08:00

The Chervons Dinner & Dance'o8 @ Furama Waterfront Hotel

(click to enlarge photo)
hmmm... did i mention in my previous post that i don't have the mood to go for my company's dnd??well, i went...their theme for this year was...

it's quite fun comparing to my previous company dnd...this dnd seems more entertaining...
this will be my first & last dnd with this company...i've tender my resignation yesterday..and lookin for new job now...
it's a nice environment to work in...but there's no prospect here...

2008-04-29T13:50:00.008+08:00

rewind back to last week...

movie with bf @ Northpoint on friday..

"Doomsday"i don't quite get the storyline while watching but the movie was fun and engaging that 100 minutes passed without feeling boring... Story is on epidermic that left the city to be sealed. After 25 years, photographs showed that signs of humans are alive in the abandoned city...Good & wild racing show!But for those who dislike mystery ending show... it's not recommanded.

Dinner with mum & sis on saturday night...@ Amk Ichiban

my fav craving always...SALMON!

i dunno when sis took this pic... like mother like daugther! haha

pretty sis & baobei

she's trying to lick her lip & imitate the "Zhong yi da ge da" to shown that IT'S YUMMY!

Sunday! definalty a sunny & lovely day out with my darling & kids...Sentosa!!

First the beach, then to the beautiful musical show "Songs of the Sea".

i realise everytime we were out somewhere to play, the adult tend to play wilder then the kids...

A fun & tiring day... started the day @ 12pm & ended @ 11pm with the mummy dragging their falling asleep kids home...

Photos will be updated as it's not being sent to me yet..hehe

i'm going off from work now and back home preparing for my company's D & D tonight at Furama Riverfront Hotel... i'm not excited & don't feel like going at all, but no choice to go as IT'S COMPULSARY & they will giving our bonus at the end of the day... fine, i'll give the $$Money$$ some face!!!

new blogskin

2008-04-24T21:17:00.002+08:00

*Tada*new blogskin..!
Nice..?? still editin... changing the photo on the right...

Ytd, received idiotic sms... telling me he saw my posting on friendster & wish to be frenz with me... *WTH* (did someone sabo and put my hp num on friendster)??
Frenz out there... those who know my number help me look out..
Ask that guy to give me the url for the "Posting" i post... but he said he close the window...
so i polietly ask him how he search for it...but he don't even wan to help...still ask me do i mind him sms me again...*F* u..of coz i mind..!
I think i'm goin to report to police... i only know my number is being post somewhere in the outerspace of friendster... but what if someone actualli post some nude photo(of coz not mine) togather with it... OMG, i can't imagine...
i also received quite a number of calls with private number,but they will hang after i answered.
Could it be tat mother fucker!!! Arghhh...
i think i goin to temple...打小人 !

Mr wrong

2008-04-20T18:10:00.004+08:00

Mr Wrong Guy in Love...

Mr Clingy

Mr Narcissist

Mr Always Not there

Mr Swindler

Mr Big Flirt

Mr MBA(Married But Available)

Mr Abuser

Mr Miser

taken from http://www.stickgal.blogspot.com/ , this blogger was cool...uses pictures instead of typing for her blog posts, go take a look!

2008-04-19T12:26:00.003+08:00

movie with bf @ vivo ytd...
THE FORBIDDEN KINGDOM
An American teenager obsessed with martial arts makes an exciting discovery in a pawnshop in Chinatown. It appears to be the legendary stick weapon of the Monkey King, the infamous Chinese sage and warrior. He is transported back into time to Ancient China where he meets a band of martial arts warriors and joins them on their journey to save an imprisoned Monkey King.

I always loves Jacky Chan's & Jet Li's movies.. & this movie hasn't fail me(my fav movie: Romeo must die.. hmm, should be 7 years ago ba~ Jet Li's show..how handsome,macho he was in that show... but now you could see wrinkle and old in his face,but his fighting still awesome!)
awesome fighting scenes,jacky chen's funny jokes...
but a bit lame as Monkey king & Jade emperor is speaking ENGLISH...dotz(-_-)
but overall a great movie... 4 POPCORNS out of 5

2008-04-19T09:23:00.005+08:00

seriously moody these few days...
i'm easily emo... by some DARM IT things then i shouldn't bother so much
but i juz fuss it out the wrong way, to the wrong person...
WTH am i doin... !?!?!?
i have this stubborn attitude which i myself know it's super super wrong wrong to the extreme but i still wanted to did it proposely to my bf ,causing him to hurt...
bf have been lettin me alot.. alot.. but i still do stupid things & make him angry, make him felt that he's not good enuff for me...
i would really appreciate someone to bang my head against the wall...
STUBBORN= refusing to move or change one's opinion
my mum say i'm stubborn, my dad say i'm stubborn, my bf say i'm stubborn, my friends say i'm stubborn.. am i toO stubborn??!!??
Maybe YES when i juz wanted somethings so badly and give stubborn attitude juz becoz i want it tat way...
But NONO when i'm fighting for my own right's & keep my woman's diginity...

She want to be protected but always act like she's strong enough to handle all...
She is a no nonsense woman just playful...
She's not a straight forward type..and will go around the bush to say something & get the things she want...
Sometimes,she just feel like going back 10 years ago...where there're no worries of life
but she's a happy woman for now, someone is always there for her...
像孩子依赖著肩膀,
像眼泪依赖著脸庞,
你就像天使一样给我依赖给我力量

Boy, i would love to keep this relationship going for as long as i could think...
i know you try hard... i should too~
just give me times... i will change for the sake of us..

2008-04-18T00:29:00.003+08:00

i don't wanna to fall asleep alone...i need u

2008-04-17T22:23:00.003+08:00

some overdue photo...

new creation! Peanut Butter Cupcake

Cute sushi specially for kids @ Sakae Sushi

2008-04-17T00:43:00.002+08:00

Bloody fucker!! I'll curse U...
hmm..u ain't a fucker coz u dun haf any LJ,call urself a MAN...*PUI*
Ur LJ is either eaten up by tat CB old woman or is being rotten of those DIRTY woman!
I CURSE U NO NEXT GENERATION! CURSE YOUR LJ FOREVER CAN'T STAND!
U and ur STUPID making up story...U"LL PAY UR PRICE FOR THAT!!!
FUCKING CALL URSELF A MAN WHEN DUN ADMIT THINGS U DONE B4...!!
U ARE WORSE THEN A BEAST...
U WAIT & SEE...!

I'M BOILING NOW...ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

ladies nite@dbl o

2008-04-16T10:58:00.006+08:00

Finally, it's our ladies nite @ Dbl O last sat...

hmm... our last nite out(w/o bf) togather was... more then 6 months ago ba~

again,this 3 ladies can resist for snapping when they saw a beautiful huge mirror (inside a toilet)...kekex

guess wat?? i was almost drunk with a glass of lychee martini & countless sips of vodka cranberry from a jug we share... mayb i was on a happy happy mode then make me so HIGH!!

next ladies nite' gotta be gotham ok... u know wat i miss...hehe*

Y'Girls ROCKS my WORLD!!!

9 months

2008-04-07T21:24:00.001+08:00

Happy momentz 9 Months & Counting...

Heart you baby...Muackz~

2008-04-07T20:27:00.004+08:00

清明时节雨纷纷,路上行人欲断魂.

借问酒家何处,有牧童遥指杏花村.

It's our Chinese "Qing Ming" Festival( aka Tomb Sweeping Day).
Tag along with mummy with all our relatives yesterday to pray respect to our late grandfather & uncles.
First to Guang Ming Columbarium at Amk then to Yishun Columbarium... it was a tiring, sweaty trip... place was full of peoples & smoky due to the burning... but i'll still go every year. As a respect, esp to my late grandfather...he doted me so much when i was young, i miss him...miss his curry chicken...

Newsper recently shown a china website which allow people to pray respect to their ancestors ONLINE...to reduce the traffic jams and burning of offering which cause air pollution...*WTH* i seriously disagree... what kind of respect are they giving by doing some clicking for praying respect...are they going to take joss sticks and pray to the com??? It's just once a year...Stop those laziness! Search for those website but onli found 2...

Take a look... I wonder do they use the advance technology on the right side anot... I hope these kind of stupid thingy won't come to S'pore... Big NONO!!!

3 Cute little youngest generation of my family..My baobei Jocin, niece Ting Ting & Ning Ning...

2008-04-06T00:32:00.004+08:00

Meaning Of Marriage

I’m wondering what is real meaning of marriage and why people choose to divorce? How come in the older days, there’s no such things call divorce and the partner u choose for a lifetime really means forever. But now, divorcing is such a common thing. Some people can get marry and divorce for 2-3 times. Then in the first place, why they wanna get marry? I search online and try to find the meaning of marriage. So this is what I got...

Marriage, socially recognized and approved union between individuals, who commit to one another with the expectation of a stable and lasting intimate relationship.
- Commit to one another? Stable and lasting relationship? From my point of view, I dun think it’s very true. Maybe for some people only. I believe marriage needs two hands to clap.

The social institution under which a man and woman establish their decision to live as husband and wife by legal commitments, religious ceremonies, etc.
-Yea,by legal commitments. So marriage is just a pieces of fucking paper costing few hundreds bucks for ROM & thousands over bucks for divorce just for LEGAL purpose.

A relationship in which two people have pledged themselves to each other in the manner of a husband and wife, without legal sanction.
- Pledged!!! It’s just using your mouth and says for the sake of saying it?

結婚的意義
-如果結婚不是因為愛一個人想永遠跟他在一起~那麼結婚還有什麼意義呢?? 我想~這是每個女孩心目中的理想吧......事實通常都跟想像的不太一樣.......因為結婚並不是那麼單純的.....不只是兩個人的結合~而是兩家人的結合....婚姻有個很多的變數~不是只要相愛就能解決一切的....如同我說的~不可能世界上的每個人都喜愛你~也不可能世界上每個人都認同你一般~若雙方父母不贊同兩人結婚~那麼這個婚姻就隱藏著很大的變因了.....或者...人家說~貧賤夫妻百事哀...這是非常有道理的~整天為了生活金錢而煩惱~也是不可能幸福的....又或者....其中一方變心了....這種事情可不是在結婚前就可以知道的~也無法預防....與其擔心其他的問題~我想我最擔心的還是這個了....對方若變了心~那麼一切都是白搭了....也許感覺上似乎有點庸人自擾....還沒發生的事情幹麻想那麼多~可是如果沒想清楚就結了婚~是不是後悔也來不及了呢???也許你會說~哪有什麼來不及~離婚而已嘛....但人生不能重來，時間花了就是沒了，不會回來，離婚固然可以，但好好的經營婚姻，才是正確的路.

I find the chinese version is very meaningful and true.

Don't get the idea i'm mad about marrying. Nono,just that alots of broken marriage cases around me(including myself),making me to think so much.In fact, my divorce case with that fucker is finallising this month end(or next month).I'm freaking happy to hell~Because of him i knew that marriage must not be selfish.And i learn to know what's fucking idiotic Mr Big Man are.So many things I have to learn. Maybe as the years go by, I’ll understand more. But for now, I still believe that marriage is a very important thing in life. It’s a decision that we have to make very very seriously and will never regret this decision.

gd Nitez...

2008-04-05T21:56:00.004+08:00

Can you read this?

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid tooCna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it

. . . . .(-_-")

2008-04-03T20:53:00.010+08:00

i'M Back~ from Batam...
Short getaway last weekend with baby...
Thanks Chanel for being my tour guide...if not i'll be real bored & lost there...muack~
Quite enjoy as our hotel is at the kampong side.. relaxin~
we shop at the city, go for traditional bali massage(shoick) & makan at the local famous Golden Prawn seafood restaurant...

we were so hungry after massage then we eat before we could take any photo...food not bad
but environment abit unhygience...
I'll go again soon~ to get the bag i'm eyein for...should haf buy on the spot...sObz~

BABY'S 24TH BIRTHDAY

010408

Celebrate baby's birthday with Icg pals @ AMK kbox...

I secretly bought a cake although baby dun like creamy cake... but birthday without cake will be incomplete... have our dinner at MOS burger while waiting for our 大哥 Roy & Chanel...

Roy came with a red red face... obviously,he was half drunk...see the pic and u will noe..

his silly acts..make us realli roll & laugh...

he'll kill me for posting those photos...but once in a happy occassion(i once mention he hates the cam so much)...

Baby seems to enjoy so much...Happy Birthday Baby!

i don't know if i've broke your birthday wish, on the 020408...

i know your heart hurts when you saw me entering the room...

sorry for neglecting your feelings..

i only though i'm the only one suffering & hurt

i should know you don't feel good too~

i'm not a good girlfriend...

i'm a SELFISH FUCKING BITCH...

but do you know how scare i was when you were not by my side...

i was so scare that i couldn't even shed a tear...

i should know there's sure a reason behind...

i should have trusted you...not blaming you

sorry baby...

2008-03-27T20:54:00.005+08:00

Feelin so down these few days....
Just receive my comfirmation letter from manager today... i don't feel happy at all, i don't love this job...
After switching of line, i've somehow change...i don't put passion in my job, i don't panic when job isn't done well enought...i don't really care if i lose this job... i though office job will be good due to it's working hours... no wrong, i've more times in the evening now...but my work attitude seems to worsen... i used to workin in a fast pace working environment...now, i seems like merging into those OL kinda,and slack at work(NO offence). Super duper SIANZ!
This job can be accept as a JOB & not a lifetime CAREER...
Last week went for interview at ICG school for Junket represententive to work at HENG HENG JUNKET.. they choosing 6-15 out of around 40 over ba~...
i though i won't be that lucky...but they call me yesterday!
I wasn't overjoy... coz i don't know whether to go for their 2nd interview... this job allow me to travel around and might help me alot in the future industry i wanted to be in...but i have tons of reason to reject rather then accept...
I'm starting to turn to another person...

Sometimes reality make us choose the harsh way resolve problem...
I have no choice but to choose that way out...
If not i/we will lose more then you could think...
But,deep in my heart i never want that way...
I really have no other way out...
Sorry...

2008-03-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

i'm lost....
i don't know what to do next...
to u, it might be a wonderful dream...
but do u know,to me it's another night of nightmare...
i'm scare...to face everythin'...
this is the only time, i felt that i've lost all my confidence...
i couldn't think at all...
if i choose what u wan, life will be as tough as u could think...
if u choose what i wan, i can predict we will b bidding gd bye in the nx few months..
i nv wan to compare past & present..i know it's 2 different things...
but situation is as bad...how can i reply my mistake...a terrible mistake that will affect lotsa & lotsa of peoples...

i'm totally lost....

zoo

2008-03-10T09:07:00.007+08:00

Photo Taken At Zoo last week.....

2008-03-08T09:23:00.000+08:00

i'm alone in the office now...i've stare at the screen for more then 15 min...
i knew what to write but i juz dunno how to get it going...
these few day i've been very emotional... i keep on throwing temper when i knew it's my wrong...
Why do woman emotion changes when that time of the month is round the corner?
Do some research and saw this...

Sypmtoms of Menstrual:Cramps, PMS

Some girls may notice physical or emotional changes around the time of their periods. Menstrual cramps are pretty common — in fact, more than half of all women who menstruate say they have cramps during the first few days of their periods. Doctors think that cramps are caused by prostaglandin, a chemical that causes the muscles of the uterus to contract.
Some girls and women find that they feel sad or easily irritated during the few days or week before their periods. Others may get angry more quickly than normal or cry more than usual. Some girls crave certain foods. These types of emotional changes may be the result of premenstrual syndrome (PMS).
PMS is related to changes in the body's hormones. As hormone levels rise and fall during a woman's menstrual cycle, they can affect the way she feels, both emotionally and physically. Some girls, in addition to feeling more intense emotions than they usually do, notice physical changes along with their periods — some feel bloated or puffy because of water retention, others notice swollen and sore breasts, and some get headaches.
PMS usually goes away soon after a period begins, but it can come back month after month. Eating right, getting enough sleep, and exercising may help relieve some of the symptoms of PMS.

yea...i know what's happening in me now... i'm suffering from the toopid PMS!
why do woman suffer so much? GOD! u r so unfair...
so...MAN, please understand ur lady when it's the time of that month... the pain & stress we have to endure is much more untolerate then u serving NSF...! u serve the most 3 years, we tolerate for 30 over years!

Darm it! I've vomitted 3 times in 30 min..
PMS+ Hangover=Headache,Giddiness,Vomit,Whole Body Pain,Want to sleep= 好辛苦!

edison chan video

2008-03-06T11:19:00.000+08:00

Edison Chen's Scandal..
saw this edited video(not porn hor~)..the editor is really extremely talent... enjoy(:

*P.S: Pls Pause my blog song before you view...

Link: http://you.video.sina.com.cn/b/11403295-1258760847.html

vERy MoM3Ntz

It's been a long long time

i want a tattoo!!!

i wish...

好矛盾。。 有很多事不是那么容易控制的～

Wonder baby

$$$ Vs Kinships

4 couple 3 kids

愛到底

Birthday,Paulaner & Movie

Happy Birthday Mr Fool

原来你没想像中那么爱我

it's a small world indeed...

Sotong me~

i'm cravin' for thai ice milk tea

things ain't the same anymore

tired

Baby..I'm Yours

I'm Yours

It's 2009

Update!!

Sorry for the lack of update~

完美可以很简单

I'm sick..

Baby,will you...?

I have a dream...

Mamma Mia

New skin

S'pore Superhero

天。。使我爱你

幸福背后

Too much...

Things ain't the same anymore

Happy Birthday to me!

Doreamon..Whr R U??

人生.. life..!

Stressful Chiongster

Life is unpredictable

I just Can't Smile without you

Our 1 year Anniversary

Speed racer

alien ah gua

dnd 2008

new blogskin

Mr wrong

ladies nite@dbl o

9 months

zoo

edison chan video

好矛盾。。有很多事不是那么容易控制的～